There’s been this influx of negative things happening my life to date, and really, I don’t particularly feel like going into details about it.

I know I’ve never been one to put my life in the hands of religion, but surely if there’s a God, and He’s as compassionate and loving as He’s made out to be, shouldn’t there be some form of compassion and love towards those who’ve placed their lives wholeheartedly in His hands?

What kind of a God gives nothing but trials and tribulations to the ones who love Him unconditionally?

What kind of a God gives nothing to the ones who give everything to him?

What kind of a God is that?

And people ask me why I’m agnostic.

“You got a fast car, but is it fast enough so you can fly away”
Tracy Chapman – Fast Car